Too many things happened since the last time I wrote in this blog.

1. February 18th was my birthday. And it feels different from last year.

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He came to my house, and brought a cake and there're candles of my age on it. Then, he sang Happy Birthday song, lit the candle, make a wish, and I blew it. I'm so terribly happy to saw him last night and make a surprise for me. My mom took a picture of us, over and over until my face turns red. Having a talk for a while and then he went outside and... He gave me a present. A big present. I opened it. I got another Tigger as a present:D But this Tigger is so so so so special for me because I got it from my boyfriend:) Thankyou so much, Afif Faiq Muhammad:) Me love you <3 01.00 a.m He go back home.

I've got 2nd surprise from my bestfriends. Shahnaz Nadeng Kanya Tiyut Gina Nadisha Feny MutiaPelayati Belda Dhea. At the end of the lesson, they came to my class and sang a Happy Birthday song to me. They asked me to go outside. And guess what? There's Afif brought another cake. But this cake is different from last night. A big cake and there's my name on it and it's tigger cake:) I blew the candle and cut it.

March, 11th, 2011. His 18th birthday.
For the first time I made a surprise birthday thing for my boyfriend.
So, a week before his birthday, I went somewhere with my chairmate to buy a present for him. and I still confused about what thing I should give for him, and last I bought him sweater and headphone because he loves to listen to a music from his ipod and his earphone is broken. And I decided to buy it.

D minus 2. I texted his mom, and tell her that we (me and his classmates, too) wanted to come to his house in the morning to surprise him, and don't tell him that we wanna come. She said, ok. Oh so relieved...

D-day. We gathered at McD Graha, waiting for his friends to come and we kinda late from the appointment. It should be at 7.30 that we already arrived at his house, but we came late, it's 8.30. At that day, I was accompanied by mom. All his friends (Irfan, Ori, Ujan, Acil, Ageng, Kosmas, Jeko, One, Alif, Tiyut, Widi, Sitsul, Rima, Kanya, Ami) said that I should bring my mom to his house. Aaaaaa gila berasa mau lamaran bawa-bawa nyokap. Akhirnya, Nyokap ikut kerumahnya Afif. And I guess you know what happen then.

2. UAS is over. No more Seni Budaya, Kewarganegaraan, Penjaskes, Agama Islam, TIK, ESP, and Nihonggo lesson. Sedikit lebih lega karena pikiran gue ga ke pelajaran itu-itu lagi. Tapi lebih fokus untuk pelajaran UN.

3. Me and Afif already passed our anniversary on March 13th, but 2 days ago I broke up with him. After everything we've been through, I still don't believe it that his not mine anymore. A lil bit shock and I always think that it's a dream, but this is the reality.

4. National examination is 10 days left. My high school year will end up soon. Perasaan baru kemarin gue masuk ke 39, sekolah yang sama sekali bukan prioritas gue, yang sampe akhirnya gue mohon-mohon sama nyokap buat pindah ke 28. Tapi akhirnya gue betah juga disini 3 tahun.

It was our last photo when we still together.

A day before we broke up.

P.S. I love you, Afif Faiq Muhammad :'(

Hugs&kisses,

Febrina